"Time" by Tommy Page
I remember the day you say goodbye
Something was calling you
I could read it in your eyes
You told me that someday you'd meet again
But deep inside I always knew
This was the end
I remember those words you claimed
As I stood in the pouring rain
When I showed my heart would never be the same
(chorus:)
You told me time will always heal the pain
Bring the sun and dry the rain
You need to solve and think our problems through
You told me time is always in my side
To turn the reason,change the tide
Things work out with time if you want them to
Why can't time make you stop
Loving you
It wasn't very easy when you left
Every mention of your name
Would get me so upset
I trapped my emotions deep inside
And I don't like,I didn't care
With hope this word sub-side
I remember those words you claimed
As I stood in the pouring rain
When I showed my heart would never be the same
(chorus:)
I try to get you off my mind
I live my life just wasting time
Hoping that someday I can say the same
(chorus:)
+ posted by Sunny @ 8:31 PM
Sigh!
Just when things couldn't get much worse, my boss just announced to me that he's leaving the company in 3 months time... I pretty much anticipated this but I didn't expect this to happen so soon. Is it me or what?! Since I joined the company in Jan, I've witnessed colleagues whom I have close working relationships with, depart from the company... that's a total of 4 to be exact! Somehow, it makes feel that I AM the jinx around there...
3 months is too short! How am I suppose to learn all the things from him?! I was really in a daze this afternoon after knowing the news...Somehow, this has also affected my decision on whether I should stay on with the company... I'm afraid of changes and I'm most afraid that I may not get along with the new boss... I'm really in a mess rite now... Help!
Listening to: "Hanemone" by Spitz
Feeling: Very very confused and upset
+ posted by Sunny @ 8:46 PM
I'm jealous of someone and I know that's very petty and childish of me... but I can't help it...
I just feel that she is coming to take away all the things from me... I'll just be left in the cold and unwanted...
Listening to: "White Out" by Tetsu69
Feeling: Sianz!
+ posted by Sunny @ 9:11 PM
Thanks, Fang... for listening to my complains and whines yesterday nite...
Listening to: "Sailing Day" by Bump of Chicken
Feeling: Sianz!
+ posted by Sunny @ 9:03 PM
Word of the day: PISSED
Yeah, I'm pissed. Nope, it's not the call of the nature; it's "pissed" as in fed-up and frustrated.
I need a PC for work and I ain't getting one until 3 months later when the company confirms my employment. Which means even if I'm confirm now, I'm still not getting a PC...what kinda shit is dat?! Fine! Then dun expect me to hand up my reports in time when I can only use the shared-PC which everybody else is fighting to use!
It's oso taking them forever to confirm us... which totally sux 'cos if they dun give us an answer soon, I'm gonna have to start looking somewhere else for work. And it doesn't help when our pay is late (again?!)... Dun even understand why I work so hard for... no OT pay n still work overtime... STOOPIG! Grr...
Listening to: Grrr.........
Feeling: pissed!
+ posted by Sunny @ 8:59 PM
LAYER ONE:
-- Name: Ah Sun
-- Birth date: 17/02/1980
-- Birthplace: Toa Payoh Hospital (a few minutes short, I would have been born in my dad's car...)
-- Current Location: In my chair.
-- Eye Colour: Black
-- Hair Colour: Sometimes 100% black, sometimes 70% black...
-- Height: 1.69m/1.70m (too tall for a girl!!)
-- Righty or Lefty: Right
-- Zodiac Sign: Aquarius
LAYER TWO:
-- Your heritage: Chinese
-- The shoes you wore today: haven't step outta house yet
-- Your fears: bees, the unknowns and a lot more (yeah, I've no guts!)
-- Your perfect pizza: roast chicken pizza (fr Canadian Pizza) with LOTSA chilli flakes
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: getting everything I desire (yeah, I'm greedy...)
LAYER THREE:
-- Your most overused phrase on AIM: dun use AIM
-- Your thoughts first waking up: ~toilet!!!!~
-- Your best physical feature: none
-- Your bedtime: 10.30pm (yeah, I'm boring...)
-- Your most missed memory: times spent with class 2F in AMKSS
LAYER FOUR:
-- Pepsi or Coke: Coke
-- McDonald's or Burger King: hate fast food (bleah!)
-- Single or group dates: dunno...
-- Adidas or Nike: Both (told ya I'm greedy...)
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton Ice Tea, I suppose (what's Nestea?)
-- Chocolate or vanilla: Both!
-- Cappuccino or coffee: dun like drinking coffee, but if I have to choose, I'll go for cuppacino
LAYER FIVE:
-- Smoke: No
-- Cuss: Always... favourite cuss: F**K!
-- Sing: only to myself... dun have confidence in my lousy voice...
-- Take a shower everyday: Yes, of cos...
-- Have a crush(es): Yep, definitely
-- Do you think you've been in love: No
-- Want to go to college: Finished, it was hell save for the ECA
-- Like(d) high school: no high sch in S'pore...
-- Want to get married: Yeah
-- Believe in yourself: Never
-- Get motion sickness: No
-- Think you're attractive: Nope
-- Think you're a health freak: Nah
-- Get along with your parents: Yes, most of the times...
-- Like thunderstorms: No! I hate rainy days!
-- Play an instrument: does recorder count?
LAYER SIX:
In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: yep
-- Smoked: No
-- Done a drug: No
-- Had Sex: Nah
-- Made Out: No
-- Gone on a date: No
-- Gone to the mall: Yes
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: No
-- Eaten sushi: No... would like to have some though...
-- Been on stage: no
-- Been dumped: No
-- Gone skating: No
-- Made homemade cookies: No, but eaten some
-- Gone skinny dipping: No
-- Dyed your hair: No
-- Stolen anything: No
LAYER SEVEN:
Ever...
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: No
-- If so, was it mixed company: NA
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: Yes
-- Been caught "doing something": Huh? Wat?
-- Been called a tease: No
-- Gotten beaten up: Yes, while fighting with my siblings during fights when we were young...
-- Shoplifted: No
-- Changed who you were to fit in: I plead guilty
LAYER EIGHT:
-- Age you hope to be married: Uh... dunno, dun think I would anyway...
-- Names and ages of children: girl: Hope; Boy: Sky (yeah, yeah... corny names!)
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: simple and nice with just my family and a couple of frens
-- How do you want to die: Painlessly
-- Where you want to go to college: Wanted to go AJC but end up at NYJC
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: A happier person?
-- What country would you most like to visit: Japan
LAYER NINE:
In a guy/girl..
-- Best eye colour? black
-- Best hair colour? black
-- Short or long hair: short and messy
-- Height: 1.75m and higher
-- Best articles of clothing: none? hahaha!
-- Best first date location: I don't care...
-- Best first kiss location: I don't care...
LAYER TEN:
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: none
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: 4
-- Number of CDs that I own: A lot... hope to own a CD shop in future...
-- Number of piercing: None
-- Number of tattoos: None, but almost got one and still hoping to get one...
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: nah
-- Number of scars on my body: a few
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: A lot!
Listening to: "Finding myself" by Tao Ze
Feeling: hungry
+ posted by Sunny @ 9:43 AM
"And all the best women are married
All the handsome men are gay
You feel deprived"
-- "Supreme" by Robbie Williams
~Ah!~ How true! But not all the best women are married, e.g. yours truly... keke...
Listening to: sound of silence in office
Feeling: tired and bloody hungry...grrr!
+ posted by Sunny @ 7:13 PM
Liar, liar, pants on fire...
Geez, it's no wonder that my karma is getting worse...
Listening to: sound of silence
Feeling: ... ...