Pissed...
Think I should drink more "liang cha" cos I get pissed easily recently. Wat do I get pissed about? Well, lemme count the ways (?):
1) Inconsiderate ppl who place their bags/belongings on the seat beside them on the bus/MRT and acting nonchalant to the ever increasing number of passengers standing around them. For goodness sake, you pay for one person's tix, so f**king hell let other ppl take the seat lar. *Curses curses curses!*
2) Idiotic ppl who crowd around the MRT door and rushing in before anyone could alight. Can't anyone understand that the doors aren't going to close on them and dat the seats wouldn't run away?!! Let ppl alight first lar. It's basic courtesy and sadly to say, 80% of the MRT users dunno this. I am so going to tio 4D if I ever encounter anyone letting ppl alight before boarding the MRT. Well, chances for that to happen = none. *Curses curses curses!*
3) Couples who hoard the whole passageway/escalators/MRT exits. Yah, call me jealous (so?!), but it's basic courtesy to let ppl get pass (especially when they asked nicely) and not give dirty looks. I kena dat quite a few times already. Hello?! The whole world dun just turn around you 2 f**king ppl... ok?! *Curses curses curses!*
4) My boss. Yep, I get very pissed with him most of the times... Think our 8 characters clash lar, somehow we are always arguing bout how we should conduct our experiments. And most of the times, I would usually go against his ideas and he would get pissed oso. He's always thinking that he's right, then why bother to ask us for opinions? Worst of all, our working style clash too... *sigh!* I wonder whether I can tahan my 2 year bond with the company or will he axe me before my bond ends... I get very upset with him all the times but I've decided to shut up (like I can)... After all, as they say it, the boss is always right (f**king shit lar!). *Curses curses curses!*
5) Myself. I really starting to doubt my own abilities. I kept having problems troubleshooting the machines and the experiments at work. I feel really incompetent and really wonder how long I would stay at this field. Interests aside, I think I'm really useless lar... Somehow, I feel that I can't excel in anything I do and that is really fustrating. I dread going to work everyday, get pissed with colleagues who bug me with incessant work and I feel like I've lost my sense direction in work. Worst of all, I fear for my future. I dunno what I want in life, have no goals and zero talent... *sigh!* & *Curses curses curses!*
My sis n mum always ask me to "kan4 kai1 yi4 dian3" but really can't... Someone help me leh... I think I'm going crazy soon! Tasukete kudasai!!!
**Do As Infinity is blasting out "Desire" on my rotting bartop**
+ posted by Sunny @ 4:40 PM